Arriving back home after going to see Austin, I park my car and get out, heading back inside. "Zac," I call out hoping he is still here. I'm sure Isaac probably told him that I left when he told me what Austin had done and Zac is smart. I know he will figure out that I went to go and see Austin. He has always been smart.
"I'm in the bathroom," Zac calls out and I head towards the bathroom, opening the door and smirking when I see him in nothing but a towel.
"Just get out of the shower?" I ask knowing that is a dumb question. It's obvious he has and I like the sight in front of me.
Zac nods and chews on his lip as he looks at me, "Go to see Austin?" he asks and I can hear the curiosity in his voice, along with something else. Nervousness. He is nervous.
I nod at his words, "Yeah, I did go to see him," I answer as I sit down on the toilet lid. "I had to know why he did what he did," I shrug. "It's so unlike the Austin I knew. The Austin I loved," I sigh as I run a hand through my hair wondering how Zac will react to my admission of loving Austin.
"And why did he do it?" Zac asks me as he crosses his arms. "Why did he hurt Isaac and maybe ruin his marriage?"
I sigh again and shake my head not sure how to tell Zac that Austin did it because of me, because of us. That he saw us having sex and was so hurt that he had to lash out at someone else and make them hurt as well. I am still trying to wrap my head around it myself.
Finally when I think I have the words, I have to turn away from Zac, "He did it because he was hurting," I say knowing this sounds pathetic. "He came by my place and saw us having sex. He was hurting because of that and he wanted someone else to hurt and so he chose to hurt Nikki and Isaac," I shrug knowing that I shouldn't feel sorry for Austin but I do. I feel sorry for someone who acted like a child and ruined people's lives, but hell, didn't I ruin Kate's life by having an affair with her husband and then telling her when drunk? I am no better than Austin.
"Wow," is all that Zac says for the longest time as he sits down on the edge of the bath tub. "I...I don't know what to say to that," he says as he runs a hand through his own hair which I notice is starting to get longer.
I chew on my lip, "I didn't either," I tell him as I frown. "I just let my mouth run though without thinking and I'm sure I may have ripped him a new one," I laugh knowing I rarely reacted they way I had with Austin. "I'm not even sure if I should have done that," I confess as I look away from Zac.
Feeling Zac reach out his hand and put it on mine, I smile even though he can't see me.
"Why do you feel like that?" he asks me as he turns my hand and soon links his fingers with my own, squeezing my hand reassuringly. I hate that he is being so nice, especially since I revealed to Austin that I would have chosen him had anyone asked me to make a choice, well before I knew what Austin had done. Now I know who I would chose if I was asked. I may love Austin but I can never be with someone who would willingly lash out as someone when hurt, which is hypocritical of me I know, but it's how I feel.
Looking at him again, I shrug, "Because I told Kate about us when I was drunk. Don't you remember that?" I ask wondering how he could forget or how he could even be here with me now.
Zac laughs and squeezes my hand again, "Of course I remember that but unlike Isaac, I'm glad you told Kate," he tells me as he locks eyes with me. "I was tired of living a lie and being someone I'm not. I'm not in love with her and I'm most certainly not straight."
At his last comment, I can't help but raise my eyebrow. Zac is gay, I mean I knew he liked having sex with me and obviously Taylor but I just thought he was bisexual. I never suspected that he could be all the way gay. "Y...you're gay?" I ask my voice squeaking some as I do.
Laughing again, Zac just nods and lets go of my hand, trying to act offended by his facial expressions, "Does my being gay bother you sweet Carrot cake?" he asks as he raises an eyebrow.
I can't help but laugh at him, feeling happier than I have since before I found out about what Austin did. "No, it just shocks me," I confess. "I mean I knew you liked sex with me and of course you must have liked sex with your brother but I guess I just thought you were bisexual."
"Well I'm not," Zac states bluntly a smile appearing on his face as he reaches out and pats a space on the side of the bath tub for me to sit down beside him. Moving from the toilet lid, I oblige. "I'm one hundred percent gay and to if you want to know something else," he mutters as his head comes close to mine, "I like sex with you way more than I like it with Taylor," he whispers before kissing me on the lips.
Kissing him back I feel a satisfied smirk come to my lips. I like knowing that he likes sex with me more than the man who just seems like a sex god. Kissing him harder, I let my hand go to rest on his towel covered thigh, hearing a sigh come from his lips.
"You like?" I ask as my mouth travels down to his neck and I nip and bit at the skin there.
Zac just nods his head in response and I smirk more, letting my hand find a way to get up and under his towel, traveling until I find what I am looking for his. His cock, which is as I suspected hard.
Letting my hand wrap around his cock, I pump him a few times, biting his skin a bit harder.
"F..fuck, Care," he mutters as his eyes close and I move my mouth away from his skin.
"What do you want?" I ask, my words coming out in a whisper. "What do you want me to do?"
Zac exhales some as I continue to stroke him and I watch as he closes his eyes tighter. I would be lying if I said I didn't like what I was doing to him because I do like it.
"I want you to suck me," he breathes out so softly but I am able to hear him.
Smirking at his words, I move from the edge of the bath tub and get down on my knees in the floor. Reaching my hand up to his towel, I undo it and lick my lips when I see his cock staring at me, almost like it's calling my name.
Reaching out, I let my hand go around it again and pump him a few times before leaning in and letting my mouth go around him. When it does I hear him mutter a few profanities. I have to admit I like it when he cusses.
Slowly I start to move my mouth, wanting to tease him just a bit. It's kind of fun and a part of me wants him to be demanding again. I want him to tell me what to do.
"Carrick," he moans out and I soon feel his hand curl in my hair. A shiver goes down my spine as he pulls it as well. "Fucking tease," he groans as he moves his hips up some, making his cock go farther in my mouth.
I just moan around him and keep my mouth moving slowly. I know even though he calls me a tease he likes it. Closing my eyes, I soon start to move my mouth a bit faster enjoying the fact that every moan that is coming out of his mouth right now is because of me. That it's my hair his hand is now pulling.
As he pulls my hair more though, I notice that he soon starts to control my movements. Making me go faster and pushing his cock farther into my mouth than it has been before. It seems Zac is being demanding though he just isn't being vocal about it this time.
After awhile of him controlling my movements he stops and I can tell from the sounds he is making that he is gonna cum soon and he proves me right. His taste soon filling my mouth and going down my throat.
Pulling away when he is done, I start to stand up and hold my hand out to him, pulling him up as well.
"Hey Care?" he asks and I turn to face him, my eyebrows raising as he adjusts the towel back around him. "Was Austin right? Would you have chosen me?" he asks as his brown eyes show an emotion that I can't read from them.
Before I can answer though, a knock on the door interrupts us and then Isaac's voice comes through saying he needs to use the bathroom.
"I'm in the bathroom," Zac calls out and I head towards the bathroom, opening the door and smirking when I see him in nothing but a towel.
"Just get out of the shower?" I ask knowing that is a dumb question. It's obvious he has and I like the sight in front of me.
Zac nods and chews on his lip as he looks at me, "Go to see Austin?" he asks and I can hear the curiosity in his voice, along with something else. Nervousness. He is nervous.
I nod at his words, "Yeah, I did go to see him," I answer as I sit down on the toilet lid. "I had to know why he did what he did," I shrug. "It's so unlike the Austin I knew. The Austin I loved," I sigh as I run a hand through my hair wondering how Zac will react to my admission of loving Austin.
"And why did he do it?" Zac asks me as he crosses his arms. "Why did he hurt Isaac and maybe ruin his marriage?"
I sigh again and shake my head not sure how to tell Zac that Austin did it because of me, because of us. That he saw us having sex and was so hurt that he had to lash out at someone else and make them hurt as well. I am still trying to wrap my head around it myself.
Finally when I think I have the words, I have to turn away from Zac, "He did it because he was hurting," I say knowing this sounds pathetic. "He came by my place and saw us having sex. He was hurting because of that and he wanted someone else to hurt and so he chose to hurt Nikki and Isaac," I shrug knowing that I shouldn't feel sorry for Austin but I do. I feel sorry for someone who acted like a child and ruined people's lives, but hell, didn't I ruin Kate's life by having an affair with her husband and then telling her when drunk? I am no better than Austin.
"Wow," is all that Zac says for the longest time as he sits down on the edge of the bath tub. "I...I don't know what to say to that," he says as he runs a hand through his own hair which I notice is starting to get longer.
I chew on my lip, "I didn't either," I tell him as I frown. "I just let my mouth run though without thinking and I'm sure I may have ripped him a new one," I laugh knowing I rarely reacted they way I had with Austin. "I'm not even sure if I should have done that," I confess as I look away from Zac.
Feeling Zac reach out his hand and put it on mine, I smile even though he can't see me.
"Why do you feel like that?" he asks me as he turns my hand and soon links his fingers with my own, squeezing my hand reassuringly. I hate that he is being so nice, especially since I revealed to Austin that I would have chosen him had anyone asked me to make a choice, well before I knew what Austin had done. Now I know who I would chose if I was asked. I may love Austin but I can never be with someone who would willingly lash out as someone when hurt, which is hypocritical of me I know, but it's how I feel.
Looking at him again, I shrug, "Because I told Kate about us when I was drunk. Don't you remember that?" I ask wondering how he could forget or how he could even be here with me now.
Zac laughs and squeezes my hand again, "Of course I remember that but unlike Isaac, I'm glad you told Kate," he tells me as he locks eyes with me. "I was tired of living a lie and being someone I'm not. I'm not in love with her and I'm most certainly not straight."
At his last comment, I can't help but raise my eyebrow. Zac is gay, I mean I knew he liked having sex with me and obviously Taylor but I just thought he was bisexual. I never suspected that he could be all the way gay. "Y...you're gay?" I ask my voice squeaking some as I do.
Laughing again, Zac just nods and lets go of my hand, trying to act offended by his facial expressions, "Does my being gay bother you sweet Carrot cake?" he asks as he raises an eyebrow.
I can't help but laugh at him, feeling happier than I have since before I found out about what Austin did. "No, it just shocks me," I confess. "I mean I knew you liked sex with me and of course you must have liked sex with your brother but I guess I just thought you were bisexual."
"Well I'm not," Zac states bluntly a smile appearing on his face as he reaches out and pats a space on the side of the bath tub for me to sit down beside him. Moving from the toilet lid, I oblige. "I'm one hundred percent gay and to if you want to know something else," he mutters as his head comes close to mine, "I like sex with you way more than I like it with Taylor," he whispers before kissing me on the lips.
Kissing him back I feel a satisfied smirk come to my lips. I like knowing that he likes sex with me more than the man who just seems like a sex god. Kissing him harder, I let my hand go to rest on his towel covered thigh, hearing a sigh come from his lips.
"You like?" I ask as my mouth travels down to his neck and I nip and bit at the skin there.
Zac just nods his head in response and I smirk more, letting my hand find a way to get up and under his towel, traveling until I find what I am looking for his. His cock, which is as I suspected hard.
Letting my hand wrap around his cock, I pump him a few times, biting his skin a bit harder.
"F..fuck, Care," he mutters as his eyes close and I move my mouth away from his skin.
"What do you want?" I ask, my words coming out in a whisper. "What do you want me to do?"
Zac exhales some as I continue to stroke him and I watch as he closes his eyes tighter. I would be lying if I said I didn't like what I was doing to him because I do like it.
"I want you to suck me," he breathes out so softly but I am able to hear him.
Smirking at his words, I move from the edge of the bath tub and get down on my knees in the floor. Reaching my hand up to his towel, I undo it and lick my lips when I see his cock staring at me, almost like it's calling my name.
Reaching out, I let my hand go around it again and pump him a few times before leaning in and letting my mouth go around him. When it does I hear him mutter a few profanities. I have to admit I like it when he cusses.
Slowly I start to move my mouth, wanting to tease him just a bit. It's kind of fun and a part of me wants him to be demanding again. I want him to tell me what to do.
"Carrick," he moans out and I soon feel his hand curl in my hair. A shiver goes down my spine as he pulls it as well. "Fucking tease," he groans as he moves his hips up some, making his cock go farther in my mouth.
I just moan around him and keep my mouth moving slowly. I know even though he calls me a tease he likes it. Closing my eyes, I soon start to move my mouth a bit faster enjoying the fact that every moan that is coming out of his mouth right now is because of me. That it's my hair his hand is now pulling.
As he pulls my hair more though, I notice that he soon starts to control my movements. Making me go faster and pushing his cock farther into my mouth than it has been before. It seems Zac is being demanding though he just isn't being vocal about it this time.
After awhile of him controlling my movements he stops and I can tell from the sounds he is making that he is gonna cum soon and he proves me right. His taste soon filling my mouth and going down my throat.
Pulling away when he is done, I start to stand up and hold my hand out to him, pulling him up as well.
"Hey Care?" he asks and I turn to face him, my eyebrows raising as he adjusts the towel back around him. "Was Austin right? Would you have chosen me?" he asks as his brown eyes show an emotion that I can't read from them.
Before I can answer though, a knock on the door interrupts us and then Isaac's voice comes through saying he needs to use the bathroom.