Kissing Austin harder, I'm vaguely aware of him walking us to my room, not once breaking the kiss. It's like he can read my thoughts. That he knows I will let him have his way with me. I almost like that he knows me so well.
When we reach my bedroom, it's me who pulls away though it's only long enough to pull his shirt off of him and throw it to the floor, "Austin," I moan out as I kiss him again on the lips. If this had been a few weeks ago, I really wouldn't have seen this happening between us right now.
"What do you want Carrick?" Austin asks against my lips as he pushes me back down on the bed with such force that I have never seen before.
Kissing him just a bit harder I'm reluctant to answer his question because I'm afraid and I'm not sure why I am so afraid. Turning him over so he is beneath me I sigh, "I want you," I whisper into his mouth.
It's after I say those words, that Austin breaks the kiss and pushes my shirt off and then pulls me back in but this time his lips are on my neck and I shiver at how good it feels.
"Damn it," I groan feeling my growing erection in the jeans that I am wearing. If his lips feel this good on my neck, I'd love to feel them in other places too.
"You like?" Austin asks a laugh coming out and I shiver again as his breath hits my skin. Unable to answer him I just nod my head yes.
Austin laughs again and continues kissing my neck and I close my eyes tight, my hips moving into his. I'm not surprised at the fact that he is equally as hard as I am right now.
Deciding to be bold, I reach down and unzip his jeans and the proceed to push them down along with his boxers. I just really want to touch him right now. I need to touch him anywhere I can find.
Once he is naked, I smirk and let my hand wrap around his hard cock and it's my turn to laugh at the breath he takes before moaning loudly. I know he likes me touching him there and damn it, it thrills me to know I can please him like this.
Slowly I start to pump him and I move my head some so I can watch his reactions. I know it means I can no longer feel his lips on my neck but I don't care. I like seeing what I am doing to him. I like seeing the effects that my actions have on him and so far I am satisfied.
"Fuck, Carrick," he groans out and I feel myself grow just a bit harder as he bits his lip. That one action causes me to move my hand faster on his hot flesh. I have never felt a hunger and desire for someone, quite like I feel for Austin in this moment.
Realizing I'm still in my jeans, I move my hand away from his cock which gets a whimper to come out of Austin. I just chuckle and push up, reaching down and undoing my jeans in a hurry before sliding them down along with my boxers.
Once I'm naked it's then that I feel Austin's eyes on me. Looking at him, I can't read his expression and I wish I could, "What is it?" I ask as I lean over him and kiss him once more, this time much more gentle than our first few kisses. I'm afraid he may have changed his mind about what is to come. I'm afraid he'll decide he doesn't want this.
When he kisses me back though and lets his hands go to my hair, which he pulls on gently, my fears ease some.
"I...I just...I don't want you to be using me," Austin mutters as he pulls away from the kiss and looks up at him, keeping his hands in my hair.
Locking eyes with him I nod at his words, "And I'm not using you," I smile as I keep my eyes locked with his.
I'm truly not using him right now. I could never use Austin, no matter how confused I am about everything I feel, I'm not using him.
Instead of replying to me, Austin kisses me again and I sigh feeling content. As we kiss, I soon become aware of the fact that his cock is touching mine and damn it does it ever feel good. "I need you," I whisper on his lips.
At my words, I grin when Austin flips us over so I am on the bottom and I know he is going to top me. I rarely let anyone top me but for him I'd make an exception.
"Then you'll get me," Austin smirks and I watch as he sticks a finger into his mouth to wet it. Closing my eyes I prepare myself for the feeling of his finger inside me and as soon as I feel it, I move slightly. It's new and oh so different from the times Zac has done it.
As soon as I think of Zac, I feel like kicking myself mentally and I open my eyes. I don't want to think of him, not right now, not while I am with Austin. This isn't the right time to think of him.
"Fuck, Austin," I breathe out as I feel him add a second finger inside me. If I though the first finger felt good then the second one feels heavenly. Moaning some I move my hips. His fingers feel nice but I just want him inside of me.
Austin winks down at me, "You like Care baby?" he asks as he gives me a gentle but brief kiss.
I nod my head, "I like, but it would be even better if you just got inside of me already," I smirk being bold again. I see no use in hiding what I want right now.
"Your wish is my command," Austin whispers as he removes his fingers and soon positions himself just right. Biting my lip I close my eyes I try to keep from moaning too loud once I feel him inside of me. He isn't as big as Zac but he feels better than Zac does.
Damn Zac. Coming into my head again while I am with Austin. It's like he is haunting me, knowing that I'm doing something with someone new. Hell since being with Zac I had never been with anyone else.
Opening my eyes, I look up at Austin and pull him into a kiss as I feel him start to move inside of me. I'm hoping that by kissing him it will make me forget Zac for the time being.
As we kiss, I'm not sure how much time has slipped away but with the way he is moving in me and also now stroking my cock, I know I'm close. I'm so close and the moment my stomach muscles tense up, I moan out his name as I come, my eyes closing and Zac's face coming to mind.
Keeping my eyes close, I continue my movements and feeling Austin slow I know he too is now close and I'm prove right by the sound of his voice moaning my name. It may be the best damn sound I ever heard.
Opening my eyes, I look up at him and hope their isn't guilt on my face for picturing Zac as I came, "That was wonderful," I smirk as I pull Austin down for one more kiss.
Austin returns the kiss then pulls away and moves off of me, "It was wonderful but it wore me out," he laughs before yawning. He looks so beautiful laying there basking in the afterglow of what we just did.
"Then sleep," I smile before leaning in and kissing his cheek. After I say that I watch as he closes his eyes. I'm just about to turn over and close mine as well but I hear a knock at the front door and groan. Turning my head I look at the clock and see it's going on five in the morning. Who the hell would be hear at this time?
Hearing the knock again, I sigh and get out of bed. I wish I could ignore whoever it is, but it seems they just don't want to go away. Finding my boxers in the mess of clothing that now litters my floor I slip them on and leave the room, cracking the door as I do.
When I reach my door, I open it and am about to reply until I see who it is.
"Zac," I mutter, my voice now barely a whisper.
When we reach my bedroom, it's me who pulls away though it's only long enough to pull his shirt off of him and throw it to the floor, "Austin," I moan out as I kiss him again on the lips. If this had been a few weeks ago, I really wouldn't have seen this happening between us right now.
"What do you want Carrick?" Austin asks against my lips as he pushes me back down on the bed with such force that I have never seen before.
Kissing him just a bit harder I'm reluctant to answer his question because I'm afraid and I'm not sure why I am so afraid. Turning him over so he is beneath me I sigh, "I want you," I whisper into his mouth.
It's after I say those words, that Austin breaks the kiss and pushes my shirt off and then pulls me back in but this time his lips are on my neck and I shiver at how good it feels.
"Damn it," I groan feeling my growing erection in the jeans that I am wearing. If his lips feel this good on my neck, I'd love to feel them in other places too.
"You like?" Austin asks a laugh coming out and I shiver again as his breath hits my skin. Unable to answer him I just nod my head yes.
Austin laughs again and continues kissing my neck and I close my eyes tight, my hips moving into his. I'm not surprised at the fact that he is equally as hard as I am right now.
Deciding to be bold, I reach down and unzip his jeans and the proceed to push them down along with his boxers. I just really want to touch him right now. I need to touch him anywhere I can find.
Once he is naked, I smirk and let my hand wrap around his hard cock and it's my turn to laugh at the breath he takes before moaning loudly. I know he likes me touching him there and damn it, it thrills me to know I can please him like this.
Slowly I start to pump him and I move my head some so I can watch his reactions. I know it means I can no longer feel his lips on my neck but I don't care. I like seeing what I am doing to him. I like seeing the effects that my actions have on him and so far I am satisfied.
"Fuck, Carrick," he groans out and I feel myself grow just a bit harder as he bits his lip. That one action causes me to move my hand faster on his hot flesh. I have never felt a hunger and desire for someone, quite like I feel for Austin in this moment.
Realizing I'm still in my jeans, I move my hand away from his cock which gets a whimper to come out of Austin. I just chuckle and push up, reaching down and undoing my jeans in a hurry before sliding them down along with my boxers.
Once I'm naked it's then that I feel Austin's eyes on me. Looking at him, I can't read his expression and I wish I could, "What is it?" I ask as I lean over him and kiss him once more, this time much more gentle than our first few kisses. I'm afraid he may have changed his mind about what is to come. I'm afraid he'll decide he doesn't want this.
When he kisses me back though and lets his hands go to my hair, which he pulls on gently, my fears ease some.
"I...I just...I don't want you to be using me," Austin mutters as he pulls away from the kiss and looks up at him, keeping his hands in my hair.
Locking eyes with him I nod at his words, "And I'm not using you," I smile as I keep my eyes locked with his.
I'm truly not using him right now. I could never use Austin, no matter how confused I am about everything I feel, I'm not using him.
Instead of replying to me, Austin kisses me again and I sigh feeling content. As we kiss, I soon become aware of the fact that his cock is touching mine and damn it does it ever feel good. "I need you," I whisper on his lips.
At my words, I grin when Austin flips us over so I am on the bottom and I know he is going to top me. I rarely let anyone top me but for him I'd make an exception.
"Then you'll get me," Austin smirks and I watch as he sticks a finger into his mouth to wet it. Closing my eyes I prepare myself for the feeling of his finger inside me and as soon as I feel it, I move slightly. It's new and oh so different from the times Zac has done it.
As soon as I think of Zac, I feel like kicking myself mentally and I open my eyes. I don't want to think of him, not right now, not while I am with Austin. This isn't the right time to think of him.
"Fuck, Austin," I breathe out as I feel him add a second finger inside me. If I though the first finger felt good then the second one feels heavenly. Moaning some I move my hips. His fingers feel nice but I just want him inside of me.
Austin winks down at me, "You like Care baby?" he asks as he gives me a gentle but brief kiss.
I nod my head, "I like, but it would be even better if you just got inside of me already," I smirk being bold again. I see no use in hiding what I want right now.
"Your wish is my command," Austin whispers as he removes his fingers and soon positions himself just right. Biting my lip I close my eyes I try to keep from moaning too loud once I feel him inside of me. He isn't as big as Zac but he feels better than Zac does.
Damn Zac. Coming into my head again while I am with Austin. It's like he is haunting me, knowing that I'm doing something with someone new. Hell since being with Zac I had never been with anyone else.
Opening my eyes, I look up at Austin and pull him into a kiss as I feel him start to move inside of me. I'm hoping that by kissing him it will make me forget Zac for the time being.
As we kiss, I'm not sure how much time has slipped away but with the way he is moving in me and also now stroking my cock, I know I'm close. I'm so close and the moment my stomach muscles tense up, I moan out his name as I come, my eyes closing and Zac's face coming to mind.
Keeping my eyes close, I continue my movements and feeling Austin slow I know he too is now close and I'm prove right by the sound of his voice moaning my name. It may be the best damn sound I ever heard.
Opening my eyes, I look up at him and hope their isn't guilt on my face for picturing Zac as I came, "That was wonderful," I smirk as I pull Austin down for one more kiss.
Austin returns the kiss then pulls away and moves off of me, "It was wonderful but it wore me out," he laughs before yawning. He looks so beautiful laying there basking in the afterglow of what we just did.
"Then sleep," I smile before leaning in and kissing his cheek. After I say that I watch as he closes his eyes. I'm just about to turn over and close mine as well but I hear a knock at the front door and groan. Turning my head I look at the clock and see it's going on five in the morning. Who the hell would be hear at this time?
Hearing the knock again, I sigh and get out of bed. I wish I could ignore whoever it is, but it seems they just don't want to go away. Finding my boxers in the mess of clothing that now litters my floor I slip them on and leave the room, cracking the door as I do.
When I reach my door, I open it and am about to reply until I see who it is.
"Zac," I mutter, my voice now barely a whisper.